The Journey and the Habit of Work

Writing can get in the way of thinking. Especially when you feel compelled to write as a manner of good hygiene…brush your teeth, get 7-8 hours of sleep, do some journaling, etc. Good habits, yes, because entropy is a constant threat, the desire to coast along, rest on laurels, consume the free energy of modern life. Enjoy the journey, yes, but the journey is not always enjoyable. It can lead to new, interesting experiences, but can often be dull, repetitive, or require a level of patience and practice just to keep a certain level of flexibility and dexterity. Enjoy the journey, while you can, but it is better to embrace the work. It’s not in my nature to commit to one thing forever, but when I do commit, I put in the work. Commit to the work, and the journey sort of takes care of itself. In a weird sense, the work creates the boundaries in which the journey unfolds. And then, happenstance will appear to add an extra level of attachment or endearment. Inspiration, yes, above all, look for that. It is a great help to retrace my steps, look back and reread my writing. Like looking through a window and seeing someone familiar, but not so well known that I take for granted.

Biden Won

In the end, it wasn’t even that close. The narrative could have been reinforced on the day after the election. But Joe Biden was denied a clean election. Republicans in the battleground states Biden would end up winning made sure the process was drawn out in order to create the seeds of doubt. In the end, Dems kept the House, won the Presidency by 4.5% or more than 7 million votes, and took the Senate. Had that narrative been reinforced, perceptions may not have been allowed to crack the cement of consensus.

All eyes fixated, as they always due post Bush v. Gore, on the early returns of Florida even though Florida is not replicable throughout the country. It’s metropolitan areas are not as rich a source of untapped democratic votes. Much of the North and interior resembles the rural South. The politics of Cuba throw off the political calculus.

Everyone says the stakes are high, but this time they really were. Those who attacked the capitol, the citadel of our democracy, laid bare the ugliness, vindictiveness, and violence that had followed the reign of the sad, clown-faced man. Many lessons will be drawn, such as the cowardice of people who know better. For me, the lesson I draw is the dangerous fantasy too many of us harbor – that of uncontested rule. Biden won. There will be an opposition. But will it be loyal both in the spirit of unity and allegiance to democracy? That remains in much doubt.

Yes, But Unfortunately It’s Not True

It’s a great struggle to unravel a paradigm of understanding. Paradigms have the feature of quickly organizing data and experience within a referential framework. Paradigms have the bug that when data and experience do not conform to that framework, solutions are hard to come by. Systemic bias is not a denial of reality so much as it is an unwillingness to examine the epistemic framework in which reality is processed and understood. A map or a table, if you prefer to speak philosophically. We (all thinkers, not just scientists) will go to great lengths to avoid a paradigmatic upheaval. So many squares will be pounded into circular holes before unlearning what we previously believed was true.

One example is the classical notion that the universe is compromised of matter and forces. It is such an ingrained popular notion that it takes enormous effort to unlearn this dualism. Coupled with the idea that electrons “orbit” a dense proton/neutron core, one learns anecdotally that atoms are mostly made of empty space. Both ideas are false. If electrons orbit the proton like a planet around a sun they would spiral into the core in less than a split second. If atoms were really mostly empty space then it should be rather easy to squish them together, which it is not.

The old paradigm could not account for this evidence. Subsequently, a new paradigm evolved. But here is the thing. Paradigms are not one-off events. It’s not as if we wipe away the old software and add a bunch of new software. Often, we are struggling to find the contours of such a paradigm with only a dim notion of what it might be but knowing well what it cannot be.

It took awhile before a new paradigm emerged, one in which the universe is field-like in nature. In one sense, the world is more abstract and harder to intuitively grasp. The distinction between force and matter is more of a taste than a hardwired empirical fact. In another sense, the new paradigm is much more satisfying, with several Ah! moments. The way in which the inverse square law of EM and gravity naturally jumps out from fundamental wave-like properties of interacting fields and unconstrained force carriers propagating at the speed of light through space. The way in which particles are excitations within quantum fields and are distinguished by those that can share the same quantum state (bosons) and those that cannot via the Pauli Exclusion Principle (fermions).

What is the truth? Our bias is to affirm a conclusion we thought was true. We are humbled by a conclusion that is shown to be false. Rather, we should be focused on a better result. Not “what is the truth” but rather “why is it false?” This is where our hard work begins, both the beginning and the culmination of our efforts.

Our Schizophrenic Republic

The conservative critique of government is rooted in a Feudalistic notion of property. The point of self-governance is to wrestle property rights away from the encroachment of the king. The king has been dethroned, of course, but the tools of royal coercion still exist in a nefarious and nebulous concept of “the government” which stands over and above the actual forms in which self-government takes place. It’s not a well-thought out idea, more of a visceral reaction. “The government” in this sense is viewed as a distant, foreign, and at times, occupying force. Peculiar, since the anti-government symbolism coexists rather easily with a strong sense of nationalist pride.

The problem is this leads to the destructive habit of cherry-picking. When the government does something I agree with, this is good and right. In what sense? In the confused sense that the people will’s was truly expressed through the principle of self-governance. Similarly, when “the government” does something I disagree with, this is not only bad and wrong, but an attack on the very principle of self-government. Worse, it was undertaken without my consent. Therefore, by definition, it is a violation of the principle of self-government. Other minds will go further, uncovering secret plots and conspiracies rather than the more obvious reason of majority rule.

The schizophrenic view of government is often expressed as a difference between a democracy and a republic. Whether such a distinction ever made sense at any point in history, today it is certainly a meaningless distinction. Modern governments are inherently complex systems requiring a level of organizational and administrative operation that is largely immune from direct democratic rule. As populations grow, as economic activity expands, as social interactions evolve in increasingly sophisticated ways, governments will naturally grow. Those who dream of shrinking government by starving it of revenue seem oblivious to this fact. A government can be both complex and efficient. It can also be small and invasive. Levels are never a good way to measure any system.

The Only End

This was the inevitable conclusion to this tragic farce. The man with the sad clown face (let us no longer speak his name anywhere but in a courtroom or a jail). He was always a cancer. Everything he touches, he destroys. Family, business, faith, hope, love, laughter, all consumed by his cancerous soul. The second negative partisanship coupled with an over-reliance on geographical boundaries brought him into power and ushered in a four-year struggle, the choice was simple. Either the Republican Party would be destroyed or America. I take no pleasure in warning of this danger, of being “right”. The time for reasoning with the other side has long since past. Everything has been directed at one result. America would survive. That was my choice and the choice of 81 million strong. Everything was designed to contain this cancer from consuming our country.

The cancer is now destroying the Republican Party. To my conservative friends who truly don’t dream of civil war, who do not truly view me or other progressives as our own form of cancer, I offer this advice: let them go. Let Trump and the dark forces that prop him up go and start their own third party. No union is worth sacrificing your conscience.

What now?

The stress test of democracy is over, for now. It remains to be seen how much lasting damage has been done. The greatest threat to our republic has been, perhaps always was, institutional inertia. An authoritarian system, once built, is hard to dismantle. The system thrives, relies upon, survives through institutional drift.

What now? This is both the elation of change and the fear of failure that comes with historic moments. The nullification strategy hatched in the aftermath of Obama’s historic victory of 2008, has been given its just reward of failure. The principle architect of this strategy, Mssr. MM, will be forced to yield the remainder of his time. It is time for those who believe Congress exists to accomplish goals, not obstruct, to step into this moment. Divided government has not gone away, but we cannot, must not continue to reward low-minded obstructionism.

What now? Govern again. This is the message clearly sent by the voters of Georgia. Govern again. A new energy has been handed to you. Get up. Move about. Flex and stretch your muscles. This sclerotic old body known as the Senate should feel rejuvenated once more. Think big, yes. But there is utility in the small, the targeted and the well-designed. What to do? That’s simple enough. We are facing a common enemy, the pandemic. The calculus to treat this enemy as a distraction, or weirdly (though not by American standards) as a badge of political identity, has left us weak and divided. Defeat this enemy, but do not lose sight of the need to fortify us against future threats.

And for the rest of us? The governed? Stay engaged. Stay attuned. Speak, listen, hear, consider, weigh, rework, rally, support, sympathize, mobilize. Do not seek perfection, for then you will surely abandon this great experiment in self-governance. Do not give into malaise, lethargy, and despair. Yes, there are so many problems to choose from. But make a choice, choose to act. And take pride in your choice.

QM

A theory does not allow you to pick or choose its predictions you like and refuse the ones you dislike. You can’t embrace general relativity yet reject the probable existence of black holes or the possibility of wormholes simply because it leaves an aesthetic bad taste in your mouth. Accept a theory and all its predictions that follow, then compare predictions to evidence/experiment. Whenever prediction and evidence significantly depart, that’s usually a good sign that the theory needs to be improved or abandoned.

The predictions of QM are straightforward enough. If you accept a probabilistic interpretation of the Schrödinger equation for a wave function evolving through time, then a continuous superposition of quantum (eigen) states will reduce to a single state when observed. The predictions do not allow you to categorically declare the observable state is the one, true, real state while the superposition is somehow unreal, an illusion, or simply a mathematical artifact.

At first blush, it is hard to understand why this result should cause so much consternation. The idea that the (relatively speaking) calm reality of our everyday existence emerges from a sum of fuzzy probabilistic microstates is fascinating, with its own set of questions. Does space itself emerge from this process? Does time? Is there only one way this picture resolves, or are there several copies each with its own separate reality? What happens to all those other worlds? Can we detect them by experiment? What does it mean to observe? What counts as a measurement?

None of this would bother us if the other predictions of QM did not conform with such exact precision to experiment. It’s apparent success leads us to accept all of the predictions. The real question is why does this bother us? Is the prediction anymore bizarre than a black hole or the speed of light being constant? A result can not be judged as nonsense simply because it doesn’t conform to normal everyday observation. Especially since normal everyday observation is inherently a brute cudgel of guesswork.

Science with the aid of powerful mathematical ideas has incessantly led us to shrink the dominion of the kingdom of humankind. From the center of God’s eye, we became a lonely little world of remote significance on the grand stage of the universe. Most scientists accept this fate, but QM for whatever reason seemed a bridge too far for many. You can reduce my domains, but how dare you take away my uniqueness! The violation of a uniform self, the last protected sphere of an infinite conscience, multiplied and stretched out across a (perhaps) infinite Hilbert Space became the straw that broke the camel’s back. Here, we must object! Here we must draw the line and make our final stand against this inerrant assault on humanity’s greatness and fortune.

But this is not science. It is faith. And until we break the arrogance of faith, our science will suffer, has suffered, has stalled on the fear of the power of imagination to build upon the foundation of QM. Is QM the final say? Of course not. But we will go no further so long as we insist on reducing scientific interpretation to mere positivism.

Lizard People

Politics is personality. Personality is malleable. Personality is destructible. The defining feature of personality is a belief in a self that exists outside time. Sure, I age. But that’s just my body. That’s just time’s effect on me. The real me still exists over and above this ravaging sea of change. Duality, schizophrenia. Otherwise, integration, madness. It’s not a faith in a cause independent of myself, but in the self independent of the world. Not a free will, but a will unto death. Or better still, a will to immortality. Politics is a projection of this inner landscape of turmoil, a futile fight against entropy that thrives off the free energy of another person’s pain and suffering projected back on the world. Let the world burn, if it must. I will remain unscorched.

The point is not to escape madness, but to embrace integration. To discipline our madness, subject it to rigorous proof and demonstration. Keep an open mind. Lizard people? Sure, it’s possible, but is it probable? Seems like a long ladder to climb, up or down. In the meantime, we’ll keep an open mind. Lizard people? Sure, but probably not.

Hello 2021

My writing always wants to begin with a rhetorical flourish. This may not be the time for flourishes. Writing may be a form of survival, a way of hanging on. Survive and wait. Waiting around for something to change when it seems nothing ever truly changes. Some people say time is not real, but time is certainly real because time is simply a measure. Time is as real as feet, yards, meters, miles, kilometers, etc. We still have to orient ourselves through spacetime even if symmetry compels the strange and improbable to occur. An improbable year, the end of fascism in America and the dawn of what hope brings.

Hydro-Realism

The great thing about coining a term is that it gets to carry a bunch of ideas I intended and also a bunch of ideas I never anticipated. Such is the christening of the name hydro-realism. I am unaware of this being coined by someone other than me, though it is possible and, like many of my great ideas, this too was probably stolen.

So what is it? Is it a style of writing? A rebranding of old and well-worn ideas? Is it, for example, another version of magical realism? I suspect not, although there are magical elements to be sure. In magical realism, the world of the mundane meets the uncanny. In this sense, hydro-realism is a version of magical realism. The programs, however, are distinct. The dragons magical realism seek to slay are different than the two-headed dragon I’m pursuing. By that, I mean the all-consuming, world-destroying plague of hyper-realism and its parasitic ethos of unrelenting irony.

Is it a form of realism? It is in the sense that all forms of realism strive in one way or another to portray reality as it is lived and experienced. As a brief aside, there is no need for scare quotes around the terms presented. Everything in this discussion is contextual, so quotes would be redundant.

So what is the realism of Hydro realism? First, it accepts the basic proposition the quantum field theory is our best, most complete, and most accurate picture of understanding the physical world. That’s a good place to start as any because the hydro is meant to be descriptive and structural, not merely mechanical. Hydro, in this sense, encapsulates (perhaps poorly, since words can only serve as headstone markers) the wave-like properties of the universe. The building blocks are not particles roaming around in vector space, but fields and forces. Particles are an emergent reality based upon the interplay of these dynamic fields governed by physical laws.

Second, it accepts the prima facie evidence that the many worlds theory is the best approach to understanding quantum mechanics. In general, you have a universal, non-collapsing wave-function obeying Schrödinger equations evolving over time. Why not simply call it quantum-realism? Probably a matter of taste. It’s a silly proposition to put quantum in front of everything…quantum fiction, quantum writing, quantum tragedy…too many things are described as quantum as to render the word trite and meaningless. Hydro gets to the sense of the reality of the wave-function, this smearing or spreading out across an excited field in Hilbert space.

But I caution not to make too much out of my limited understanding of science. This matters more to me than it should to you. It is really a question of posterity which everyone is entitled to presume. It is a statement about the way I think and process rather than a true article of conviction. In other words, these ideas are not necessary to the enjoyment of my writing. The point of fiction is not to discover brand new formulas and equations, but to entertain. The enlightenment is mine alone. I write to entertain and illuminate the grey clouds of my mind. My role as a writer is to explore the problems of moral freedom and possibility given a QFT framework.